| 'You know I am such a fool for you...' |
[Oct. 15th, 2007|04:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My room | ] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Linger - The cranberries | ] |
............
I dont really have anything to say...
Im tired...worn down and out....
I can't get Linger - The cranberries out of my head...
Yesterday was my first time back at work....
My birthday is next monday....
I want to have a nap... the dog just puked all over my sheets... there goes nap time...
My tummy hurts... my scar is healing really well...
- my hair has darkened
- my voice has dropped... and i sound like i have a cold... hahah memories
- my legs hurt with growning pains....
did i mention that i want a nap?
I have to much time on my hands...
I'm a mess..
'you know i am such a fool for you, you got me wrapped around your finger, do you have to let it linger...'
**7 months from tomorrow I will be getting married** |
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[Sep. 29th, 2007|08:07 pm] |
Sooooooo... I have not updated or wrote in this journal for like..... oh i dont know... almost 6 months or more....lol
Alot has changed.... happened.
firstly.. I have big news
I AM ENGAGED!!!!!
I proposed to Chantelle on the cruise (haahh my last entry i was leaving to go on it).. She said yes... We are getting married MAY 16, 2008!!!
I am sooo happy... i couldnt not ask for anything more!!!
yeah... so thats the big news... and really the most important
It feels so random to be updating...
hmm what else... I work at Club Alibi as a barback/bartender its awsome.. i have a grat time and love everyone there.
ummmm i am covered in tattoos now.. lol.. well even more so...
I have my chest started... i have almost completed my sleeve.. jessica rabbit... i have my 'C' on y wrist.... lol... hmm i dont know where i left off really...lol
I just recently had surgery.... i had my hysto done sept 13, i feel like a new man... i feel great, healing really well. i could ask for better really.
Hmmm just have been busy with wedding plans really.. and working...
so dont worry i will be asking for addresses sooon for some invitations!!!
-Ty |
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| ....ohhh yeah |
[Feb. 22nd, 2007|06:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | your moms house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Korn - go fuck yourself | ] |
3 days and i am going to be laying on a deck in a sun chair basking in the caribbean sun gettin a nice toasty tan... I am pretty damn excited!
yuppers... so good times leaving right after work saturday, into a car, on teh way to buffalo to make an 8:30am flight.... goood times.. *rolls eyes* no sleep for the vacationers i say.. lol
yeah..... im excited. I am excited to go away on a vacation with Chantelle, to have us time again.... no gettin up at 9am to let the dog out, no gettin out of bed until we want to, no phone calls, no plans to attend too unless we make em, and noooo work... oh yeah... good times
Not gonna lie tho.. im gonna miss the man... he is gonna be the man of teh house next week thats for sure...lol.
annnd.. im done rambaling
post when i get back
later days
p.s
enjoy yet another deep freeze in Toronto... *evil laugh* |
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[Feb. 13th, 2007|05:44 pm] |
1st - Got another tattoo... lol.. its a 'C' in carnival lettering and carnival colors (blue, red, and yellow). Got it done about a week ago with Chantelles mom Helen.. we bought her a tattoo for her birthday.. its hott, its a pin-up mermaid, its really hott
2nd - I won the Labatt Blue Entertainer of the Year!!! On Feb 6th. It was awsome.. 1st place prize was $1000.00... wich leads me to.....
3rdly - I AM GOING ON A CRUISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN 12 DAYS! I am soooo excited.. like... running around flayling my arms excited. We leave feb 25th and coem home march 5th.the cruise is from Ft. lauderdaile to St. Tomas then to St. Lucia then to St. Maartan, then bacl to Ft. Lauderdaile... I am sooooooooo exited. Not only are me and Chantelle going on our first vacation, its our 8 months while we are on this cruise... how romantic is that. We get to float in international waters watching the sunset, and sunrise for our 8 months. And let me tell you... Its been an incredible 8 months. It has been the best months of my life... I still can't believe how amazing everythign is =)
umm what else....
oh.. Happy Valentines day to everyone in Lj land... hop eyou spend it with someone who means the world to you.
Oh! Th elittl eman is doing great. Pablo is soo happy with me and his mommy. He is a tad retarded and a little crazy, but he just takes aftre his dad really. He is eating everythign.. and steals all of my socks, or my hat... or my pants.... anythign of daddys really.. lol. He is a bit of a daddys boy but shhh.. lol.
Me and chantelle have decided that his new nickname is Turnip.. hahah.. Chantelle is a cucumber and I am a tap dancing Broccoli.. oh and apparently.. I am a little Gouda.. yes as in Gouda cheese.. hahah i dont get it, but its a little bit funny...
as for me.. I am doing fantastic.... My 2 years doing HRT is on friday.. so.. tahts pretty awsome! I shall post soem pictures.... if and when i remeber.. lol
well I need to go eat before work..
later days |
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[Dec. 30th, 2006|06:38 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | ina leather chair | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | baby girl singing with headphones on.. cute | ] |
Sooo, apparently I dont update much anymore... lol... my days are pretty filled to the max with things, but as baby girl sleeps and is cuddled up to the little guy I have some time to update about past recent events...
First things first... I GAVE CHANTELLE HER RING!! It was my promise to her that no matter what happens i will always be ther for her 110% of the way.... and no I am not technically engaged, but things are deffinately heading that way... we both still need to do alot of things before the big day.
Secondly... I AM A DADDY! thats right folks, Ty is a daddy, to a cute little boy named Pablo aka-bud aka-Mr aka- little guy aka - daddys boy. Pablo is 7 months old, he has blonde hair and black eyes, He is an adorable Chihauhua mix with a little miniture pincher. I am a proud and loving daddy, and chantelle would be the little guys proud and loving mommy!!
Thirdly, Christmas was great, Merry Xmas to all of those who i didnt get to wish a great holiday. Christmas was great, Santa was wonderful like always. It was an amazing Family xmas and i love that I am starting a family myself... Its me, baby girl and the little guy.. I love it.
Happy New year in advance cause who am i kidding i prolly wont update before then or after...lol.
I am working on new years eve, so I shall be at Crews ans Tangos..
AND FOR ALL YOU WHO ARE NOT DOING ANYTHING ON WED. NIGHT, COME ON DOWN TO THE ZONE, I AM HOSTING WITH FELICA IN THE BACK. ALOT OF GREAT KINGS DROPPING BY!! SO COME ON DOWN TO 508 CHURCH STREET TO ENJOY A FABULOUS KINGS SHOW
Hmmm what else has happened.. o0o0o0o0o0 I got a new tattoo... its of Jessica Rabbit on my left thigh, its sooo hott... pictures to come for sure... i shall post some pictires of Pablo when i get a chance as well...
**I look over my shoulder, and there is the most beautiful girl laying in bed, and my little guy curled up to her. The sparkle of her ring catches my eye as I smile**
sorry got a little distracted... Oh and the biggest news i believe, would be that I am COMPLETELY HEAD OVER HEALS IN LOVE WITH THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS. AND YES, TO ANSWER THAT ON GOING QUESTION... I AM STILL THE HAPPIEST AND LUCKIEST GUY WALKING!
Oh and like I said, i prolly wont update again for a while but
Happy anniversary love of my life (jan 1/07) |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|03:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | girlfriends house | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  missing the one i love | ] |
| [ | music |
| | David gray - this years loving | ] |
NOTE:
sooooo I know there has been alot of drama surrounding me and goodhandys lately.
so im gonna clear this right up.
1st things 1st... yes I am working at Crews & Tangos, they treat me great and i am getting paid more. Secondly, I didnt not leave because i think im better then goodhandys. Thirdly, all o you that think working at crews and tangos is a step down, think again. Im sorry that you ruined your chances by walking out of the bar. And last but not least, all of you little fucks that have the time and day to start rumers of why i left, you need to re set your priorities and learn all teh facts before blabbering off random useless information..
Anyway, on a lighter note
Christams is comming!! WOOOO
I am making crazy amounts of money which is awsome cause i have already saved up almost have of my tuition fees in like 2 months. I have almost made back on what i spent for christmas... (see i would tell you what i got and stuff like that, but a certain someone reads this journal so... yeah dotn want to ruin her xmas suprise...lol) Ummm what else....
Brian and I are having some boys time this sunday. We are goign to see MISS CANADA CONTINENTAL at the pheonix. Tickets are avaliable at crews & tangos if anyone wants to go.
Im thiking of having a boys get togeather for xmas....or something like that.... go out... get smashed.... yadda yadda... let me know what ya'll think abou that.
I am sitting here, and i was gonna suprise baby girl with breakfast, and i walked in and she wasnt here... lol.. she is bead shopping... lol.. yes bead shopping. so now im sittign here updating Lj all by my lonesome.. lol heheh bead shopping..
so i found two new songs that I am completely in love with.
1) Be mine - David gray
2) The one I love - David gray
I suggest everyone download them now... they are great.
annnd thats all folks...
hahahahah giggles the squirting clown.... hahah |
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[Nov. 8th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
Well.. look at me not updating in soooo long. so... here it tis..lol
first things first
my birthdaay
well now... lol....
hmm well saturday night (the 21) chantellle took me to zelda's where she and brian had my friends there for a suprise birthday dinner... totally didnt expect that... it was great... thanks agian everyone who came =) Then we went to goodhandys after for my birthday party/show. My mom and my aunt came later that night with a crazy huge cake......mmmm cake... lol
Then.. well sunday... *breath* Chantelle and Candice took me for breakfast at day break, then we came back to candices to get changed. i was in dress pants and a dress shirt... yes folks.. me... dresssed up on a sunday.. lol.. crazy i know. Then, Chantelle took me to go see Wicked the play wich was fanfuckingtastic. Tehn we walked back to candices once more, she told me to grab my shit and go outside, and waiting outside was a a black cadillac stretch limo for the two of us.. it drove us all the way to Viagra falls (naughty smile...*cough), where she had rented us a suite with a falls view =) Breath taking, thats all i can say. It was absolutely amazing, and we had the biggest, comfy bed you could imagine. yeah.... it was fantastic...
yeah, so thats my birthday wrapped up in a nutshell...
If anyone is not doing anything tonight
I am hosting with Farra N Hyte in The Zone.... oh yes folks... hahah Tyler is back in crews performing.. lol.. its about fuckin time again... soo come support a brother and stay to enjoy the ever so entertaining show...
show starts at 11:30pm in the Zone of Crews/tangos
later days |
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[Oct. 20th, 2006|07:19 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Horrorpops - dotted with hearts | ] |
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY IS TOMORROW!!! AND ALL YOU BETTER BE THERE.
WHEN - TOMORROW NIGHT
WHERE - GOOHANDYS 120 richmond (its just south of richmond on church)
WHY - CAUSE ITS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY BOYS AND GIRLS THATS RIGHT.. THE YOUNGIN IS FINALLY LEGAL
So yeah.. im just a liiiiiitle excited... hahah.. okie how am i lying too.. ALOT ... lol
im super stoked... i cant wait. I cant wait to see what chantelle has planned for sunday, i cant wait to spend my actually bday with her. I love her to death and she is the only thing that i would want on my birthday.
I got a tattoo =) Its a robot, and he is on my left rib cage.... His name is stewart... I will post pix as soon as i get em off my camera. =)
okie okie......*breath
SO THATS
TYLERS 19TH BIRTHDAY PARTY AT GOODHANDYS TOMORROW NIGHT AND YOU ALL BETTER BE THERE |
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| updating?? |
[Oct. 7th, 2006|06:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | in my head | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | stoked | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Offspring - She's got issues | ] |
Well.... I am still completely in love, more then ever really!! Its been an amazing three months and 6 days of complete and utter happiness.
I am so excited for monday... Its Chantelle and mine first holiday togeather! Its exciting really.... and common.. turkey!!! if turkey, stuffing, and mashed potatoes are involved its bound to be a fun filled day! lol
well its like... 3 weeks exactly till my birthday tomorrow!! im just saying.
Speakign of birthdays... Chantelle bought me an acoustic guitar for my birthday, she gave it to me early cause she was worried i was gonna find it.. You have no idea how speachless I am over it still. I cant believe that she bought me a guitar. Im a lucky boy! Chantelle makes me teh luckiest boy walking really when it comes down to it. She is the reason why i get up in the mornings and my skys are always blue...
aww im mushy... its cause im missing her really.
Im excited. She has told me that I need to dress up, liek actually, dress pants and dress shirt teh whole 9 yards for my birthday. She wont tell me where we are going.. oh no i lied, she did.. we are goign to church apparently.. lol.. Whatever we do it will be teh best day of my life.
Speakign of Parties
My Birthday show is at Goodhandys on Sat October 21!!! everyone should come and party with this boy who is NOW FINALY FUCKIGN LEGAL!!! ahahahah
Well... what else has happened... umm
oh.... wasmade to quite west 49, they pretty much made me chose between school or my part time job.... so yeah.. fuck that. Im a lil snatchy, but honestly.. im not that buit hurt over it... meh.. This means I have a boxing day off, first time in.. umm..... 4 years.. lol WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO no gettin up for 7am for a 12 hour shift.
hmmmm what else what else what else.....
Tonight at Goodhandys;
Nicolette Brown
Tyler Uptight
Rider Gently
Mandy Goodhandy
Great show tonight at midnight ($5 before 11...$10 after)..and plus.. im there so really...there is no debate.. lol
And i am sure Meaghan, you will read this.. so... Joey is really hankerign for a ADICKDID reunion tour... Im just saying..
i love ya
I just have to say.... Old school Offspring... yeah.. the world was so much simpler in those days... Man, why dont you get a job?? And stop starting at the Sun.
haha
How do you make a hanky dance??
put a little boogie in it.... mwahahah
and i will leave on this note
so there are these two sausages just frying ina frying pan.. and one sausage rolls over and goes
'Man is it hot in hear!'
and the otehr sausage says
'HOLY FUCK!! A TALKING SAUSAGE!!' |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|05:55 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Out of your mouth - Bug | ] |
ALrighty.. so.. i apologize to everyone since i said that i would update.. hahah and i havent yet done so..
well first things first;
1) My swallow on my arm looks sick... its soo bright and cute and sailor jerry i love it
2) Chicago was fuckin amazing... i had a great time. On our way to buffalo.. oh my god did we every get the snatchiest woman... she was all like.. 'ARE YOU LYING????'.... 'I CAN CHECK THAT IN TWO SECONDS'.. 'I BOOK ALL THE TIME ONLINE.....' she was some scary... haahahaha not to mentiopn horrible makeup ahahh wow she was scary... um what else... went to teh Baton which is an awsome show bar.... the ladies are incredibly talented who perform there... did alot of shopping in the wholesale district... ummm had amazing thai food, and a swiss breakfast.... went to crazy wig stores.... went to bubba gumps ahah from the movie forest gump.. lol it was awsome... good times stayin gup until 4 am eatign take out food in teh hotel bed and snuggling up to the lovely lady.
3) school started monday for me.. its alright, im stoked cause im done by april 13 =) so woooooo for me.. And woo for applying to college in a few months... scary but lots of fun... woop woop
4)i miss her. its crazy that our scheduals now conflict.. its sad.... its hard getting used to not beign able to see her when ever i want. No late night visits, sleeping in her arms whenever i want, suprise visits in the morning.... =( I just think this new schedual will actually bring us closer in a weird way....
5) MY BIRTHDAY IS ALMOST A MONTH AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im just saying....
6)TRANAOKE tonight at goodhandys.... 9:30 - 11
Kings Gone Wild at midnight
- Rider Gently
- Aiden Zaas
- Kelly
- Tyler uptight
- and guest....
5$ before 11, 10$ after
and thats about it.....
now everyone give me a WOOP WOOP!! |
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[Sep. 7th, 2006|07:28 pm] |
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| | Fergie - london briges | ] |
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? 'How you doooin?'
2. How much cash do you have on you? ~ in my wallet 120 canadian and 100 in american
4. Favourite planet? urANUS... hahahah just cause im 6
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Brian my main man
6. What is your favoyrite ring tone on your phone? that would have to be Mana mana - muppets and Girls -barenaked ladys
7. What shirt are you wearing? Darkstar - black with white writting
8. Do you "label" yourself? yes.... 'Walking accident'
9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? Converse - red ones
10. Bright or Dark Room? ummm half and half.. sun is setting and i have no lights on
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? he is my main man
12. What does your watch look like? think black band.. Nixon.. its sick
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? hmmmmm... well.. i was in bed with a lovely lady *cough
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say? 'sure hottie! you staying over?'
15. Where is your nearest 7-11? 2 blocks north of the north york city center
16. What's a word that you say a lot? sick
17.Who told you he/she loved you last? My lovely girlfriend
18. Last furry thing you touched? ummmm my head.. fuzzy wuzzy was a bear....
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? None
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed? I dont know!!!
21. Favourite age you have been so far? hmmmmm.... 18 goin on 37
22. Your worst enemy? hahahahahahahah i wish we lived in a cartoon cause things would be so much easier..
23. What is your current desktop picture? 1956 Pink Cadillac
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? '.........just calling you back and I will see you soon beautiful, love ya'
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be? well a million dollers.. i could buy what ever it is that nakes me fly.. or i could just pay huge heffner off so i can go to the playbopy mansion.. lol
26. Do you like someone? im absolutely crazy about them
27. The last song you listened to? Don Maclean - american pie
28. What time of day were you born? between 2 and 3 or soemthing like that
29. What's your favourite number? 13 and 3
30. Where did you live in 1987? Calgary Alberta
31. What about in 1995? Detroit, Calgary ALberta
32. Last sport game you watched? does Miss. Continental count?? lol... girls fought over a bag of chips...lol
33. Last movie you saw? *sigh..... devil wears prada.. shhh dont tell anyone..
34. Last meal you cooked? umm wendy's made it for me
35. When will you eat next? in about 5 seconds... thanks for reminding me that im munchie |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|04:19 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Candice's air conditioner in my ear and the click of keys | ] |
Its 4:19 am..... baby girl is in the shower.... im sitting here packed, dressed, wide eyed and cant wait to leave... chicago here We come!!!!
Our flight leaves at 11:40am... im sooo excited..
I am super stoked.. i lov ethe fact that Chantelle and I are going on a a vacation togeather... I love it!
Its our 2 month anniversary today =) im one happy guy... we are going to chicago on our 2 months... how cool is that... pretty damn cool.
Im sitting here in an old school chicago bulls shirt that i bought at the Ex on wed... hah I love it, it brings me back to the good old days of M.J playin for the Bulls... life was simple back then.. *sigh... what ever happend to those good old days??
yes sirry bob....
hahhah woooooo tylers goin to the Windy city.. lol..
Oh, CHantelle bought me the coolest necklace ever at the Ex, Its a superman sign but with a T.. its great.. and i love it.. and i love it even more cause she gave it to me. =)|oh and have I mentioned how awsome her parents are..... cause her parents are pretty effin rad!!
well... i should prolly put socks on and make sure i have everything cause knowing me i will forget something or already have forgotten something...
Pictures and an update to come Wed 6/06
later days |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|12:26 am] |
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| | grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | David grey - this years lovin | ] |
When you know.
you just know.
When you find that One
Nothing can stop you.
She makes you want to
take on the world,
with your heart out on your sleeve.
She makes you want to
fight away her darkest nightmare.
When you find that one
there is no telling what you will do.
You want to give her the world
and then some.
You would be by her side
even if the sky fell.
You want to make her smile
even when it seems impossible.
When you find the one
you just know.
She makes your heart beat
faster and slower all at the same time.
She makes lightning run
through your veins,
and leaves you wanting to
walk to the end of time,
if it ment you would make her smile
just one more time.
When you find your one,
you just know.
She is the missing piece
to your puzzle.
She is the frame that
holds your picture.
she is the air that
you breath
and the ground that
you lay upon.
She is your comfort and safety
and the star that you wish upon.
She is the breeze that runs
over your skin
and the water that washes away
your fears.
She is the one that you not only want
a past and present with, but
she is the one that is in your future.
She is the one that you see
the rest of your life with.
You just know. |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|04:19 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | air conditioner + the Tv = music? | ] |
Best weekend of my life is starting a day early!!
*runs around flayling arms...... woop woop
mom is gone for 4 days.....
house to myself....
calls for some quality me and her time! Just like it was at the cottage. How excited am I. Pretty damned excited.
OOOO and i got a lucky charms shirt... haha its pretty slick... mmmm lucky charms... they are so magically delicious... hahah
p.s- got a new tattoo... its a swallow on my forarm, sailor jerry style, really bright colors. pictures will come shortly. |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|01:44 pm] |
ANY TRANS MAN, OR TRANS IDENTIFIED MAN
THERE IS TALK OF A MR. TRANS WORLD 'PAGENT' (COMPETITION). ITS GOING TO BE HELD AT GOODHANDY'S, IN TORONTO AROUND LATE SEPTEMBER EARLY OCTOBER.
MANDY GOODHANDY AND TODD KLINK PUT ON MRS. SHEMALE WORLD A FEW YEARS BACK AND HAD AMAZING OUTCOMES. THE EVENT WAS FRONT PAGE OF THE SUN AND QUITE A FEW OTHER PAPERS. ALOT OF PRESS.
MANDY AND TODD THINK THAT THE TRANS MALE COMMUNITY NEEDS SOMETHING LIKE THIS, BECAUSE IT HAS NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE.
THERE IS MORE INFORMATION TO COME BUT START PASSING THE WORD AROUND.
CATAGORIES ARE:
-FORMAL WEAR
-SPORTS WEAR
-TALENT
-SPEAKING COMPONANT
PRIZES HAVE NOT BEEN RELEASED YET, BUT IT WILL BE A CASH PRIZE OF SOME KIND.
FEEL FREE TO CHECK OUT THE WEBSITE, DETAILS SHOULD BE COMMING SOON
www.goodhandys.com |
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[Aug. 13th, 2006|01:45 am] |
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| | The sound of the air conditioner that is right next to me | ] |
The past 6 weeks have been absolutely incredible. I cant even start to really form the words that will even come close to explaining it.
I ran away to whit be on monday until thursday. Me and the now 'second family' went to the beach on tuesday for some swimming anf a picnic. It was fantastic. We went to Cobourge (sp?) and laid on the beach and tanned, Chantelle's mom and I went swimming in the not so warm lake but it was refreshing. Chantelle laid and tanned and her dad sat in the shade and made some new freinds, mostly puppys... lol. I just have to say.. that Chantelles dad makes THE BEST spaggetti in the world... *droool.
OOOO on wed night we went to a classic car show which was fantastic.. I love the fact that I can and do bond with Chantelle's dad. I know that family is very important to her and I love the fact that I can hang out with her and her parents and nothing is awkward or wierd, everything seems to be in place.... and I love it.
So... Me and the lovely lady are on this ' I want a puppy' kick right now. We want Mini Doberman's. Chantelle wants to name hers Shechi (she would have a girl) and mine would be named Muppet (i would have a little boy). She wanted to name mine Fru fru... but seriously.. thats like naming a pit bull fluffy... its just not gonna happen. But.. i think us having puppies would be sooo awsome... *sigh... well you never know what could come in teh near future.
hmm what else.... ummmm. Oh. I am getting the lettering on my chest on Thursday which makes me happy.. and I think that I am goin to get a swallow put on my arm this tuesday... so.. in gonna be all inked up for chicago
OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!
I am going to chicago with Chantelle sept 2 - 5th which is fanfuckingtastic. I am sooo excited. We are going on A trip togeather. *runs around flayling arms
Shopping, pagent, show bars, shopping, alot of e carrying shoe bags (i kid i kid), just hangin out and having a great time... I cant fuckin wait
And what else.. the count down is on for baby girls birthday... heheh... good times I say. It sucks that I have to work on her bday, but her parents have amazing plans all laid out for her.. =) I cant wait to hear about it*****
The 23, We are all going Crusing and doing another classic car show.... God i love her family. And i love her dads car.. oh yeah.. 1965 Rivieara... White on white... HOt shit i tell ya... super sexie.
I am sitting at her house... she is at the bar working, I am sitting her waiting to make her night even more awsome... *evil laugh*cough cough*
but anywho... pix to come of teh new hair cut, and the new tats i promise.. i just have been lazy to upload hair pix.. and tats will be early this week
later days |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2006|05:46 pm] |
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I just got back from Chantelle's parents house.. I had an amazing time. I love gettin gout of the city, goign some place where its quite, no inturuptions and I am with her. I love the fact that we can get away even if it is for only 48 hours. It was our 1 month yesterday =) Best month of my life here people.. i havent been this happy.. in... i can't even remember when. I bought Chantelle a necklace with three interlockign hearts for our - Past, Present and Future. She absolutely loves it. While i was there, Chantelle was in teh shower, and I had a nice talk with her mom outside as teh dogs went for a pee break. Hr mom told me how much i make her daughter smile, and she is so happy to see Chantelle smile genuinely again.. I told her mom that It makes me happy that I make her so happy. We talked about things in teh past, and I said that I don't understand how anyone would not wnat to spoil Her, not want to give her the world, and her mom put her hand on mine and said as she smiled and looked me in the eye 'Thats the way it should be Tyler, thats the way it's supposed to be'. Our conversation was amazing, and made my heart race. I love her parents, They are amazing people and there needs to be more people like them.
Chantelle bought me a finger board and a little half pipe and a rail to play with... lol.. its the best thing ever... We also went to teh Whitby skatepark where i fucked around for a bit for the little lady, and later that night we went to go see Pirates of teh caribbean - dead man's chest (which by the way.. there is alot to look at, but omg, could have used a little bit more of a clear story line... it was great tho). After the movie we went and sat down by the lake.. we didnt alst to long cause it was kinda chilly, so we went to teh skatepark and laid on a roll in and watched the stars.. that didnt last to long either cause apparently mosquito's were feasting on us... so.. we went back to the house and watched....*sigh.. this movie called aqua marine.. its about mirmaids.. lol.. Oh teh first night i got there we watched pink panther.. haha it was ooo funny and then Chantelle and I watched the notebook... a 12 pack of kleenex anyone? =p
I had the best time with her like always. And now I am back in teh city, chilling out before work in 2 hours.. i work wed - sunday this week.... its gonna be a sweet pay cheque and thats all that matters...
Well I am off to put togeather my finger board skatepark.. cause im a nerd like that... |
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[Jul. 30th, 2006|09:40 pm] |
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soooo.....
being back in the city...hmmm... I miss the secluded cottage... I miss alone time with her, where its just me and her, natureand a hot tube. *sigh
Anywho, Chantelle met my mom today... It went well, very well actually. We went for brunch at daybreak then walked around queen st. My mom thinks she is a wonderful girl, and that makes me smile =) I am so glad my mom likes her, what my mom thinks of her is really really important to me. Chantelle is the first girl that I actually really care what my mom thinks...
My mom was so cute today... it was awsome im really glad it went well.. Girls bonding over shoes... really... way to any girls heart.. shoppin and shoes...
I drove her home after hanging out at my house after shopping, when i leaned over to the passanger seat and kissed her goodbye, my heart raced, butterflies in my stomach and.. all I could do was think about how I never want to let this girl go...
I am going up to whitby tomorrow I believe, I am gonna go stay with Chantelle and her family for a few days, and then we are gonna take the train back togeather on wed... im excited. I think we are gonna go to the whitby skatepark which shall be good times. Oh, her dad invited me to go to a classic car show with him aug 23... im sooo stoked. Not only is it the day after baby girls birthday, but bonding time with the dad is always great, annnd classic cars all in one day = a fanfuckingtastic day
If someone asked me a month ago where i saw myself in a month.. i would have said prolly beign bored and working... Never would i have imagined that I would have found everything i was looking for....
Missing her like crazy even though it has only been a few hours
on other news... i am gettin a tattoo soon... i was gonna get it tuesday but im gonna be in whitby, so maybe next tuesday. I am gonna get an old school swallow between my star on my elbow and the heart on my forearm.. the beak is gonan be facing the heart while the wing fits in the star's corner.. its gonna be hott..
.............annnd im.... done.... |
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[Jul. 26th, 2006|11:10 pm] |
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Alot to update on;
1)In the past month I have learned more about myself then I could have ever imagined. I have also learned how to open up and tp trust again ( i know it might not sound like a huge thing, but it really is - everythign is based on trust and if you dont have that, you dont have very much)
2)I have found one person that can make my world stop and time stand still. I have found that one person who i just cant wait to see, or to hear their voice, or even their name come up on my phone. I have found that one person that some how brings out the best and then some in me. I have found that one person that i can be completely stupid with and they still look in my eyes like im the only thing in the world that matters. I cant even begin to express how great this feels. I know people probably think that im crazy, and that its to soon to be so crazy about someone.... but.. I think that when you know that you ahve found that one person... you just know.. there is no if's, and's, or but's about it.
3)Best weekend of my life!! Sunday finally came... but also wed came way to fast. Chantelle and I had a great time at the cottage. It was so beautiful up there, and peaceful (and comming from me... you know it must have been quite if i say its peaceful). We had a private hot tub on our belcony wich was absolutely amazing... we sat in the hot tub and watched the stars for a good hour or so, we saw two shooting stars which was incredible. I still can't get over how clear the sky's are not even 2 hrs away from the city. The lake was pretty cold.. i mean, the initial shock liek always is the worst part, but once you get in it was great. (laughs to self.... Chantelle thought it was really 'cute' to throw me off teh dock, because apparently i make a cute face when im shocked..). hmm what else.. oh.. we drove into teh little ( and i mean little) town of buckhorn... you can walk from one end to the other in... 2 min flat.. not even.. i think there was all of 3 resturants, an antique place, a general store, a candy shop and lcbo.. and 1 set of traffic lights.. lol... I bought a cheesy Buckhorn ont. shirt.... haha cause you know im like that.. i think its great.. its black.. and have a bear on it by a lake (the bear is just a white outline) and there is a yellow moon... haha cheeeeeese. But anywho... I got to know my baby girl that much more, and i think that those 3 nights brought us even closer. And being with her, just let me find things out about myself that i never knew where there... i loved every minute up there
4) I miss her like crazy
5) I shaved my hair off today.. yess.. thats right.. tyler.. has.. a... shaved.. head.. and .. it ... looks... HOTT!!
...Thats all folks... |
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[Jul. 18th, 2006|10:37 pm] |
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I have decided to share this with all who reads my Lj....
beacuse.. apparently I am really narcissistic and have really horrible grammer on Lj.... cause really... you know i have so much time and just cant wait to hit that spell check button...
But any who.. this goes out to all the pansies that have to post Anonymously to tell me something... come on folks... how many of you would rather have someone tell you something to your face... cause i sure know i would..
I really hope this person knows how stupid they are being by a)posting this anonymously and b) such a fuckin loser to take the time and effort and really try to use words to dumb me down on Lj...
All i can do.. really is laugh about this one..
please.. feel free to post what you think..
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2006-07-18 03:19 pm (local)
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I hate to be rude (which is why I'm posting anonymously), but I really think you're annoying. I don't even know why I read your posts. You're pretty much the worst speller I've ever known (you sound like you barely graduated out of Grade 6) and your grammar is worse. What irks me the most, though, is simply your narcissistic attitude towards life which contributes very poorly to your trans politics, your unacceptable comfort level with being straight-identified and stealth (and yet wanting the queer community to support you). I'm truly sorry to offend you and I wish I had the nerve to post this while logged in, but I don't. I'm glad that I told you this, though, because I know from mutual company we keep (excluding one person who shall remain nameless although is possibly more narcissistic than you - although regrettably much smarter) that others feel the same way.
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2006-07-18 10:37 pm (local)
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Well thanks for that.
I really appreciate you not having the balls to fess up and post on your actual account.
Im so sorry that I dont take Lj so seriously and care to spell check my posts.
I am really wanting to know tho... my narcissitic attitude.. please, i would like to know.. what have i ever said or wrote about that makes you think i am such a fuckin narcissist... i joke about T folk being narcisstic all the time... cause its true..
And really.. much apologies to you, if i am not a huge fucking activist for trans politics... i really dont see the need of runing around outting my self as a trans man every where I go.. cause when it coems down to it.. I am really just a straight boy
but really.. i could care less if you read my posts or not. i chose to post when i want, about what the fuck I want, and if you find me annoying and can't stand my grammer and spelling, you can really, fuck off.
with the queer community supporting me... Yeah, I am a happy little fuckin staight trans man (dont mean to offend you if your jealous about that) I live my life as a straight male day in and day out as stealth... I had my phase with the queer community, but really, to much drama for my taste, and i just find that queers look for allies, but when they have one within the community but who identify's as straight, its a big fuckin deal and they dont want you to be involved with 'their' politics. But never the less, i still support all my queer identified friends...
And please, i would really appreciate if you tell me things to my face, cause if your to much of a pansie to tell me this over Lj with your name blocked, i would hate to know how you deal when shit happens in your real life.. |
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